A Disciple's Thread

[NoNun2]

Fine… I’ll go back to being antisocial - but is a tariff war gonna happen with China now?

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Is that spam or facts?

[NoNun2]

The worst part of being menfallly ill is that EVERYBODY demand to tell you what to do

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It’s embarrassing to be treated like a child when you’re 47

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You have to ask permission for any and everything TAF

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I could never in my life be a kept woman f all that I want my own money!

[NoNun2]

I’m sorry not even my boyfriend… my parents are fucking with me tonight

[NoNun2]

I forgot what I was going to say…

[NoNun2]

I remember what I was gonna say now… Please make them untie me and give me back the gifts god gave me to make it thru life please ��+

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It feels like you are literally tied down with invisible rope and you can’t move… idk how they do it or how it happens

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It felt like god himself was punishing and I couldn’t understand why

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Punishing me*

[NoNun2]

Is that why he went down - was he/they the ones doing it to me?

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I reported to psych, police, and hospitals - they locked me in mental

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Psychs and therapist have a legal obligation to report a crime like they but they helped them

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Nobody would believe or help me

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They even put a cigarette out on my vv

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It was torture mentally and physically too

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I have a law suit chance for st Mary’s in Waterbury and wake med in Raleigh - they never called the police or checked and I had DNA

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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did

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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did

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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did

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My therapist just CALLED st Mary’s and told them to put
E in mental and they did

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I saved dna at my boys house too that his bitches decided to light me up with instead - they knew but as long as it wasn’t them it was oh so funny

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I saved dna at my boys house too that his bitches decided to light me up with instead - they knew but as long as it wasn’t them it was oh so funny

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I saved dna at my boys house too that his bitches decided to light me up with instead - they knew but as long as it wasn’t them it was oh so funny

[NoNun2]

TAF

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I can’t confirm whether or not I have a baby, I can confirm the gang rape that everyone watched and didn’t do shit about it, I ca t confirm whether or not I’ve been shot… amongst other things and I’m not even a part of any secret society

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The Feds were on the site they knew what was going on and won’t stop them or help either

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I gave up talking shit for lent so I’ll shut up

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PS pac there wasn’t a beast monitor for n my dads hospital room when he died

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Heart*

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And beasts turn me off

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Well the death certificate says heart attack

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I got peoples too… just have to find them…

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Cause I saw 50 as a ghost and he ain’t dead so maybe

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I love my hell mate he pulled me out of a very dark place

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I’m starting to stand back up again

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But if you don’t get them off of and away from me they gonn knock me back down everytime… I don’t understand why I have no powers or defense

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My siblings THINK they understand the way it be and nobody will just talk point blank

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What my baby had to die for? ��

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I love ghosts… they my security

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I never agreed to give or share my body with no one and I didn’t change my religion either - there is a god and people who are confused

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Yes … I do believe missy fleiss was selling me I’m like 80% sure

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Name a friend she didn’t pimp out

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Sorry… lent

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The lawyers won’t call me back

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I was just trying to write… be myself… I glitched a little when I moved to Norwalk and just went down… for like the 5
Th time rebuilding a life for myself - why they just won’t let me?

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Let me mind my own business and build a happy life for me and my family and hell mate and real friends… I’m not going to meet my daughter this loser

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Kevin came around… I’m allergic to him and get sick around him easy

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And every time

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Keeping secrets from me and setting me up and manipulating me id a never to return pls don’t even try

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The only people that can make this right to me is pac, 50, and a lawyer

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I got approved for disability from state s d their network reversed it

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Like they do every time

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Why?

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No I want them out my body… it feels gross and they disrespect me

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They do everything but stop and leave me alone

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I don’t want to or need to trace

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I don’t impress easy… my dad used to have money

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In fact it’s a turn off

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That someone would flex their power while keeping me poor

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Why do they fuck with the head of someone they know is mentally ill?

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Wasn’t me smh and lol

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My old friends deserve each other

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I just not going to suffer cause they liars and cowards

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Sorry… lent… I’ll drop it

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Time is flying too fast

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Got the picture to prove it

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I just don’t understand why she thinks she’s so untwined in my life and story

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I went to throw her a surprise party bought her besty a plane ticket to come… she got mad I invited Rivera and flipped out and cancelled it - so I cancelled the ticket but still gave it to Jess - just didn’t want them together being mean to me… for my birthday I get OD’d and wake up in mental we didn’t speak again until a few weeks after the assault she called to apologize and I believed her

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I thought I was hallucinating when I saw her outside the courthouse cause I’m mental

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Then when I woke up spitting glitter I asked her about Tim she laughed and said she with family and hung up on me

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She started a fight with me and Rivera so I’d leave gb and get an apartment with her - she changed the lease before she OD’d me for her to be major me be minor - I was major at signing cause I had a job… then she was done with me

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Tired of them bitches for real

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I moved on with my life and she came back to rape me

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I still here her and feel her in my flesh and it’s gross as fuck and annoying as all hell

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Honeslty… wouldn’t give a fuck

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I was fine mentally until Kevin came around again

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If they all just leave me the f alone I think I’d be ok

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I was at work and typed die to myself - I ran out crying and called my mom cause I knew they were back and they haven’t stopped since

[NoNun2]

My best friend died the other day… sad as fuck and been pretty quiet - the family didn’t want it all over social media. She kicked cancers ass for 20 fucking years and it came back with a vengeance in like 3 weeks. She truly was special and beautiful and funny and real and that girl was my heart

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Been talking with old friends kinda remembering who I was before I got sick with mental and J was always SO supportive of me being crazy and never treated me different a second

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Remember When?

I can name the second I fell in love with you
Cause you had me cracking up cursing out you know who
And that’s what I loved - the real in you
Far from a gangster but point blank too
One of my dearest friends… there anytime I needed you friend, rare, and that’s where our friendship begin… so I’m a start like we always do…

Remember when?

Guys feel free to chime in

Remember when we thought we were smart leaving in a car during school?
I picked you up at the corner and the ACE van was at the light just playing it cool
Caught - suspension was the rule
But back then we didn’t care and just laughed like fools

Remember when the pay phone hit jack pot? Spiting out quarters like it was a slot… and it was a lot!
I mean we saw more fun then most folk got

Remember when we’d play with Es walkie talkies and use them to talk car to car
And we were just playing but they actually went pretty far
I said I was in hot pursuit of Adam Apple Bury 123
And you came back check 4 and it was just the delivery
So they pulled over
And again we laugh but dang you just blessed to have known her
She was beautiful with the full package not just a loaner

We had a lot of fun…

Remember when we crashed that airport party to see the fireworks and avoid traffic
It was 4th of July and one of the holidays that is part of me
More so than tragic
And history
One of the things that is saddest to be
One thing I’m so glad you got to be
A mommy - and your children grew up so beautifully

Remember at work the times we’d just hang out and talk - how about when the integra pulled up right after Joni and you just pointed like Cher LOOK!!!
Yeah that ac got took more than a little bit…
My heart is broke right now… legit
But these memories still make me smile
If they ask me to forget about you or them it’s gonna be a while

We were waiting to do sky dive simulation… that’s what sucks but cancer don’t give 2 fucks

Too much J I miss you so much already
But I mean it, come and get me when ever you are ready!!!!
Cause life lately…
I just need the saner part of me
I used to say you in my prayers now I keep you in both with the memory

Your family will always be in my prayers too and I’m just praying when I get to the gates you remember when and remember me and remember how much we loved you - Jayme J… my biggie to my 2

You’re a real life angel now… girl I love you! ������️

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He ex husband just made me cry… memories, life, youth… like it’s all surreal right now - and to picture us would be to picture 2 Lucy Ricardo’s together

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The Paris ro my Nicki, my biggie to pac and just… sad as fuck right now

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Nah what was crazy was it was the day before biggie died and she had a biggie bumper sticker and biggies music was playing all day… I swear to god I wouldn’t doubt if she was with him right now

[NoNun2]

I didn’t share all the memories… we both got food poisoning from eating Wendy’s too much - we’d pawn my brothers CDs from Wendy’s money lol

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For*

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Her nephew had the coolest toys… we took his spy kit into the woods cause our boyfriends lived a few houses away from each other - we got in the woods and couldn’t see shit but when we walked out I screamed cause my bf was leaning up against my car lmfao

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We had so much fun

[NoNun2]

I’m not engaging stalkers get Raigsn out of here @Candy

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Why they took down my open mic

[NoNun2]

Services for my Hugh school and all time favorite friend start tomorrow. She lost her 16 year battle with cancer and has 2 teenagers… I’m waiting for the family to get back to me and see if we can post her go fund me for the kids

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I loved her because she would tell me I’m the only one to understand her and I love her because she never judged me or my behavior one bit. When I gained weight she said you go girl and rock it - she was just so special

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I didn’t find a vampire for us but maybe I can help start this trust for her kids

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If her family agrees guys even $1 each would help them

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Can someone run the ip address of radian… he might be the rapist - I drive an IA and Reagan is my boyfriends close friends

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Ragian*

[NoNun2]

Call your father… did X find me too late?

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Seeing though I’m not sick and the weeks it took them to come back after I moved… being as though in 5 stated I feel it is one person that hurt me with LOTS of illegal help

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Pls run the ip and just check if he has or had the means to hurt me up and down the east coast - someone with means to follow me state to state everytime I moved to get away

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I had him on DNA 3x

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But because of my mental health they didn’t even check

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We talking 10-16 years… I’m pushing for needle cause they tortured me too

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Because he can’t help himself - I guarantee her changed his screen name recently

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If he’s rich and can pay people to help his sick ways… arrest him

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If he’s rich and has the means we finally found him

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I’m mentally ill too so it should be a hate crime

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Find a charge for fucking with my head

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They put cigs out on my vv

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I’m against death penalty but he’s unfixable and too twisted for this earth… I’m pushing for needle

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It was torture… besides the beatings and such they left a Bible on my floor, feathers all around my bed room, peed on my bed

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Red paint on the stairs to look like blood, a camera on the door on the apt across from me

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They had my fake plants wired - I can prove all this in court

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Only I’m not going to court because I refuse to acknowledge him

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My hands were burned and now they’re scarred

[NoNun2]

There was this one guy at the bottom of my stairs one day that I will never forget his face… I think I can do a line up

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If he has super dyed black hair and blue eyes… arrest him

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If it was the creep that was parked behind my car and I backed into him - arrest him

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I can’t feel safe until he’s dead

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Everyday it plagues my mind

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I reported it 7x and they wouldn’t even listen to me

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Now that I hit the climax and coming back doe from insanity - they’ll believe me

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Maybe they’ll believe me*

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Guys I know the feds still on the site… please go get him now

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Don’t give him a chance to get away again ��

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How many Me’s are they? You know

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If he’s a psych arrest him

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You don’t know war until you go 5 days without a shower just so they swap spit

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I thought I had aids for sure but thank god I don’t

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I didn’t realize it was just one person

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It wasn’t drugs just why would I make it appealing for them

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I can’t even shave my vv now cause it’s all scarred

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He’s twisted and sick and I want a needle in his arm

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Can you please just check it out right now before he sees this

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Trace the ip… it really is that easy

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If it’s an untraceable one… arrest him

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I don’t fuck with or engage stalkers it’s the only time I go to the police

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It’s really sick and scary behavior

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Me and Jayme jumped in the woods with the spy equipment cause it was a joke and we were bored

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I’m just scared my bf is going to go back to jail cause he’ll find him… they should let felons be private investigators cause he really good at that

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And he shoots the bulls eye everytime no joke

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Not the target the bulls eye

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I’ll probably never feel safe again

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Not until I know he’s dead

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How? You can ask my old hateful friends cause I can’t call it either

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But I still have plenty of evidence and hospital reports - if I didn’t report it I got to go home

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Maybe he’s not a psych but a fed

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SOMEONE with a lot of power or money

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It’s started a few months after I thought I got shot… technically 2010 in Myrtle beach

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It’s more then someone finding PACs mentally ill babies mom

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He kept me soooo hidden I think

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Please find him… I’m sure he’s on to his next victim cause I ain’t been hurt since my bf got out of jail

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He’s hurting someone - sick freaks like that don’t stop

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I think it was pac screaming needle all night

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That might’ve been when I was safe again until here comes fat boy

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I have zero tolerance for taking my free will or sleeping me… I will pull it

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I probably didn’t have kids to raise cause everyone would’ve been killed for it

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I even thought it was my step father at one point - it tore my family apart when I ran to the police and accused him

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What it feels like to be scared every day of your life for over a decade now

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I’d be so tense that it hurt to even touch my skin… I would have to get massages… then my bf been out and I’m not tense like that anymore

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Saved my mom $1000 a year… I owe my hell mate for life too… I love him so much